playwitchu | 20th Box.

Where were we before we came here? I... Cannot seem to remember. Already... Everything is starting to be ripped away from me only to turn into shadows and ghosts that haunts me no matter where I go. Shadows in my dreams never fading or going away, make them go away make them go away. Make the shadows go away.

I also wonder, how much more time I have left to live. Before I just knew how much but now, I am not certain but already I can feel everything thanks to my condition. Ai... What would you do should I fade away like those shadows and ghosts I often see? Why can I no longer can at least sense when I will die?

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This is almost what it feels to be human, it's nice... Really...

[ooc: What Sai means by his 'death' is not an actual character 'death' but mostly the death of his current self due to his condition of losing his memories and worse, when his memories 'restart' and he forgets everything. He is probably the most 'human' he will ever be in his life right now so he doesn't want to lose that.]